IWSG FEBRUARY 2019:
Again thanks to Alex and his team for a wonderful
Group. I hope thiss month will be kind to all.
Have a great time:
STILL INSECURE:
STILL INSECURE:
I'm still insecure at the present,
For the same reason of months of late.
The loss of my son has really hit me hard
I can to you honestly state.
It has upset the Epilepsy I have endured
For many, many a year.
I find it hard to go out these days,
And life to me is full of fear.
I did venture out yesterday,
Only to be taken ill in the shop.
Was taken home by the owner.
Oh I wish these seizures would stop.
I do have one bright spark in my life,
That is Tennessee my adopted cat.
I see him when his owner is at work.
Many a hour he lays on my mat.
Do have a wonderful February,
Many happiness and health come your way.
With those wishes from my heart.
Do have a wonderful Wednesday.
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Yvonne Lewis:06/02/2019:
I'm sorry. Glad the shop owner got you home.
ReplyDeleteThank you Alex, I spent the rest of the day in bed to sleep it off.
DeleteYvonne.
Don't feel bad about having a hard time since your son's death. It's normal. Maybe joining a grief support group would benefit you. It helped me a lot and I made two new good friends. My dog has been a bright spot in my life since my husband died and I now live alone. Hope you feel better the rest of the week.
ReplyDeleteThanks Natalie for your support and understanding. I have tried to join clubs but due to my health can't attend at the moment.
DeleteYvonne.
You need to go out with friends. Safety in numbers and a lot more fun than being caught out alone when something like that happens.
ReplyDeleteI know what you say is true Diane but due to the area where I reside.........not a good one. I have NO friends.
DeleteYvonne.
Not that I'm an expert in these things and I don't know you very long, Yvonne, but if your epilepsy is acting up, should you perhaps call your doctor for a change in your medicine? Its just that I type medical reports for a living so I pick up a little here and there, that's what makes me wonder if maybe the meds need to be adjusted? But of course you and your doctor know what is best for you.
ReplyDeletebetty
My doctor wrote for an appointment for me to see the consultant but have to wait until May to be seen, It appears our Health Service once one get to a certain age have to "The Waiting Game"
DeleteThanks for your advice though Betty.
Yvonne.
I am so sorry for the place you're in right now. I'm sending you healing thoughts.
ReplyDeleteCats can sure bring joy to your life. Tennessee sounds like a sweet one.
Thank you Chrys your healing thoughts are most wppreciated.
DeleteTake care.
Yvonne.
Glad the shop keeper helped you home, I can see why it is a worry for you. I hope the seizures settle down a bit soon. One day at a time, hoping sunshine is around the corner. Best wishes.
ReplyDeleteI've had them for 34 years but as always when there are upsets it produces more seizures for a while. Yes! let's look forward to the sunshine.
DeleteYvonne.
I'm so glad you have the cat. I don't think your loss is anything you move on from. You just endure. I'm so sorry it's carrying into your physical health.
ReplyDeleteI personally think Susan it all comes down to "Acceptance" of my son's passing which I know will come. Epilepsy is reknown for beging triggered off by upsets and stress. Thanks for your lovely comment.
DeleteYvonne.
I'm thankful that someone was available to take you home when you got ill, Yvonne. You're really having a tough time. I hope the doctor will realize you need help now and not months into the future.
ReplyDeleteThank you Beverly for your support. I have approached the doctor who said that as I've been Epiletic for over thrity years it's on going so I have to wait until May.......if I was younger it would be a different story I think.
DeleteYvonne.
I hope things are going much better for you soon, Yvonne.
ReplyDeleteThank you Sandra, things I'm sure will take their time. Perhpas when the spring arrives?......
DeleteYvonne.
Oh dear, glad the shop owner was there to help you. Try to stay stress free - so hard, but anything to help you stay calm and healthier. Very cliche - but it takes "time" to heal and you have not had enough time yet to recover from your loss. And "recover" means - able to cope and try to remember good stuff and carry on. Doubt I'm helping, but I mean well. Take care.
ReplyDeleteThank you Joanne for your kind words of support and advice. Much appreciated.
DeleteYvonne.
I'm so sorry you're in a bad place right now. The loss of a loved one is very hard. Grief takes over and affects you all over, emotionally and physically. It's a shame you have to wait so long to see a consultant. Sending hugs and healing thoughts.
ReplyDeleteThank you Diane for coming by and kind words of support. I do really appreciate all who have written to me.
DeleteYvonne.
I'm so sorry for the horrible place you're in right now. Loss of a loved-one takes its toll on us in hard ways. I'm glad you have a cat to keep an eye on you :-)
ReplyDeleteRonel visiting for Feb's IWSG Day Being an Insecure Writer -- And Happy About It
Thank you Ronel for your kind comment, much appreciated.
DeleteYvonne.