Happy July to one and all, hopefully you
are all well and safe.
Thanks go to Alex and team for the continued
success of this fine group.
MY INSECURITY:
Last year I started to write a book
To celebrate my late son's life.
He passed away 20 months ago
In Spain where he lived with his wife.
I've completed about half of the book,
Then this virus arrived on the scene.
It has knocked me sideways I confess.
If you know what I mean.
I have had to remain indoors,
Because of health issues and my age.
I feel imprisoned in my home.
Like a bird in the proverbial cage.
I find adding to my new book
Very hard to concentrate.
Feeling it would do John no justice at all.
That I can honestly state.
I planned to restart going out,
Just for very short walks.
Trying to continue with my life,
And have someone to talk.
Last Thursday was the hottest day,
Visitors packed our beach.
Social distancing flew out of the winow.
Walks for me now out of reach.
A new wave of the virus is on the cards,
Out of the window I look.
I have plenty of time on my hands
To finish my new book.
But I have to feel reasonably calm,
To write about my dear departed son.
A son who was loved by all,
And in life so much fun.
Thanks for reading my tale of woe.
There must be many, many like me.
But I WILL finish my book in time.
For all the world to see.
Yvonne Lewis 01/07/2020:
I think that would be great if you could get out to walk. I try to do that everyday. Don't be too hard on yourself about writing. It can be hard emotionally to write when we are going through this pandemic. I should be writing more too but am just staying grateful that I'm writing at all.
ReplyDeleteI will get there Natalie but have to feel safe with my Epilepsy.
DeleteI can't venture out until the condition is controlled.
Thanks for your comment.
Take care.
Yvonne.
It is hard to concentrate - you are not alone. Do what you can. You can always edit, and edit, and edit later. I'm sure you're doing great in honoring your son. Strange days, my friend.
ReplyDeleteThere must be millions like me I agree, Thanks for your kind words Joanne.
DeleteYvonne.
I'm impressed you got so many thoughts and feelings into that!
ReplyDeleteHope your writing goes well.
Thank you for coming by Patsy, much appreciated.
Deletehope you're safe and well.
Yvonne.
Even if you can slip out for a few minutes of sun it would do you good.
ReplyDeleteI'm in total agreement with you Alex.
DeleteYvonne.
And I am waiting to read your new book, Yvonne. One day, perhaps, the world will grow calm, and we can go outside without worrying about getting sick. One day. Take care of yourself.
ReplyDeleteThank you Beverly, having thousand descend on our beach last week was beyond a joke and have put new fear into the area.
DeleteI will at some point continue my book but it takes all my time to ensure my good health as I don't sleep very well.
You keep safe and well.
Yvonne.
This Covid-19 can go jump in a lake. I miss my old life with freedoms.
ReplyDeleteGardening has been a save for me as well as writing, but there is something about plants depending on you. It's a connection that helps with my mental health.
I hope you will finish your book about your son. You owe it to yourself.
Teresa
Thank you Teresa for your comment, I not only owe it to myself to complete my book but I also owe it to a wonderful son.
DeleteI'm pleased you find solace with your garden it must be wonderful to see the flowers bloom.
Take care.
Yvonne.
I hope you find something that will inspire you to keep working on that book.
ReplyDeleteThank you Diane, I do hope so,
DeleteWishing you well.
Yvonne.
First, reaching the half-way point is great. Way to go! I'm sorry you've been struggling, though, and I hope something sparks your inspiration and motivation soon. Hang in there!
ReplyDeleteThank you Chrys, I appreciate your kind words .
DeleteYvonne.
I am sure your book will be a good tribute to your son Yvonne when you get down to finishing it.
ReplyDeletebetty
Thank you Betty, I will have to snap out of things I guess.
DeleteTake care.
Yvonne.
I hate it when the muse takes an extended vacation. It's tough being inside without fresh air, sunshine and the sea.
ReplyDeleteTake special care.
Last Thursday was a nightmare, extremely hot then to learn that thousands had descended on our beaches. No social distancing. When will people learn.?
DeleteTake care Sandra.
Yvonne.
Hi, Yvonne! I feel for you. I knew when I saw the hoards on the beach in Bournemouth that you would have to stay in longer. Things are closing down in the US again. The virus is spreading, and I don't know if we can get back to "bending the curve." I've been reading about mental health and stress during this Covid time. Whether we realize it or not, we are all experiencing stress, even anxiety, because of all the unknowns and because of changes we've had to make. Many, many people are struggling to do things they did easily before. We have less energy and things take longer to do. When I get discouraged I remind myself that these frustrations are normal for right now. Knowing that gives me comfort. Perhaps it will help you too. Hugs to you, my friend! We'll get through this!
ReplyDeleteThank you Louise you have cheered me saying that the feelings I have are "Normal" for now. Sorry that the US is going through it again. Our hairdressers are due to open on Saturday but I would find it too risky at present yet I desperately need my hair done.
DeleteTake care and stay safe.
Yvonne.
Again, I feel for you, Yvonne. I would love to get my hair dyed and cut. I no longer have a skunk line, I have a runway. LOL I'm okay living with it ~ living is good!
DeleteI always said to my hairdresser "I Can't Choose My Age But Can Choose What Colour My Hair IS"......only I haven't been able to do even that. I too have to live with it at the moment.
DeleteTake care and carry on enjoying living.
Yvonne.
Saw the pictures Yvonne, so sorry it means you have to isolate for longer. I know what you mean about the concentration to write being lacking, I have felt this too. I hope you find the peace to create the book soon. Sending best wishes.
ReplyDeleteThank you Suzanne pleased to know you are safe and well.
DeleteI hope to get the book finished. It's the loneliness that is so horrible about being in isolation.
Stay safe and well.
Yvonne.
I think this can't go on forever. Hang in there. Writing is difficult now for many.
ReplyDeleteThank you Susan with your words of comfort, much appreciated.
DeleteYvonne.